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| I was thinking of the last couple events that have happened in my life. I've come to the conclusion I don't need a guy to be happy, first of all- and second- that I am more mature than most girls my age so me dating a guy as immature as the one i dated last week was a pretty big mistake.
Noone has insulted me the way this boy did, played juggled with my feelings, hurt me and is now dating a whore his reasoning being i was too nice, too good, and not argumentative enough- he wanted drama... in a relationship of one week.
Seriously- now thinking about it, our week had been going so great- until he started bitching about drama and the like~
I'm just so glad I'm not moping about him. I could care less for him and have lost all respect for him. seriously.
I am now single once again and actually enjoying it. =D
I really can't wait for the holidays. I'll go back to my going out alot being active self :]
I miss hanging around the college crowd, I connect with them so much more.
I need some intellectual conversations asap.
My sister came to visit for a few days, and now I've decided what I want for Christmas :] A trip to Montrealllll!! =D | | |
| case one:
she is my good friend
she likes him
he likes me.
case two:
he is a twin
i've never spoken to neither
today found out he's thinks i'm beautiful
will start talking
case three:
she is me
she likes him
he liked her a while ago
she was blinded
is she too late now?
D: boissss. | | |
| i've always had this stereotypical view of how a boy should be the one to express his feelings, and face rejection or not! i'm alright with girls doing it and all, but personally i kept telling myself i would never put myself on such uneven ground. but yesterday i did and i slept wonderfully and woke up and began to feel a little nervous, not know what his reply would be. but it was something really nice, and it pretty much said that he liked me, not too sure in which way but he wanted to see me this weekend. we haven't hung out in forever, so a recap is necessary for sure. i've sworn to myself not to be awkward around him, and i'll stand by that. this is just really thrilling! | | |
| [No, it isn't Travis my ex; another Travis]
seriously.. =\
well there goes another travis to my blocked and deleted list.
D:
Travis says: (12:36:01 AM)
heyy
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:36:09 AM)
hey there =]
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:36:30 AM)
how's life ? =]
Travis says: (12:36:37 AM)
goood you
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:37:06 AM)
pretty good =] busy busy
Travis says: (12:37:29 AM)
me too
Travis says: (12:37:31 AM)
deffinitly
Travis says: (12:43:25 AM)
u have a cam?
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:43:46 AM)
not on msn D: because i'm on a Macintosh
Travis says: (12:43:53 AM)
ohh
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:43:58 AM)
Yup
Travis says: (12:43:58 AM)
u have yahoo?
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:44:25 AM)
Nope; I have skype :] but my mic's not funtioning properly; just the cam is working =]
Travis says: (12:44:38 AM)
skype? lol
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:44:44 AM)
not heard of it?
Travis says: (12:44:47 AM)
nope
Travis says: (12:44:48 AM)
lol
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:44:49 AM)
xD
Travis says: (12:44:53 AM)
jw would u ever do anything on cam?:P
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:45:09 AM)
Nope :]
Travis says: (12:45:15 AM)
like flash or anything
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:45:33 AM)
there's not much to see ;]
nahh; there's enough porn sites for that
Travis says: (12:45:45 AM)
a little peek?:P
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:46:28 AM)
Nope. I'm sure another girl would :] just gotta find the ones that are willing . sorry :]
Travis says: (12:46:46 AM)
no fun!
Travis says: (12:46:52 AM)
but hey im goin to bed
Travis says: (12:46:54 AM)
ill tyyl
--mariangelica can't sleep ]: says: (12:46:57 AM)
=\ | | |
| at this whole
not thinking about him thing :]
point for me
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